To my brothers at heart!

Fate decided for me to be an only child, but fate also gave me brothers at heart. They are the pillars and support that come from a relationship driven by the only interest of the well being of one another. They are distant and far away and they are always close and a heartbeat away. It is to these remarkable human beings that in more than one way have better my life that I dedicate this blog entry so they know that thus far apart they will also be forever in my heart.

Viagnehy the cousin and brother since my early life, Adolfo true and loyal companion in my Priesthood days with the Gnostic church, Daniel (Leo) always wise and full of vision, Elvis the first friend I made in Brandeis High School, Julio my brother and companion through very hard times, Cep my brother in arms back in the Air Force and for the rest of my life, Octavio my big brother from Nicaragua that is always available to provide laughter and support at a moments notice.

All of you are from different backgrounds, personalities spread apart, different in so many ways yet personalities so look alike. You are all so unique in your own ways and you love me all the same, for we have shared moments of joy and laughter as well of pain and surrow. We are who and what we are not asking for acceptance just for true frienship without regards. We do not judge nor want to be judge, we only hide in a mirror that shows our true side.

We are brothers not by blood, but by the fate of life and yet the link seems to be just as strong. I have to thank you all and pay tribute to your friendship and support. In this time of year I take a moment to say thank you and to only wish to each one of you the best that life has to offer and a life journey full of great moments and memories with the rewards of health, love and wealth.

Thank you for being the remarkable humans you all are and above all thanks for being there for me and with me in times of joy as well as desperate times. It is with great honor I call you my friends, and with a greater honor I claim you as my brothers for all times to come. Godspeed!!!
-Franklin Peña-

Mientras duermes, mi dulcinea!

Si soledad quisiera, a la mar o la montaña me iria, pero el corazon me pide compañia. Si la quietud y el silencio buscara, no estaria mordiendome los labios con la desesperacion de endulzarte con mis palabras.

No es soledad ni quietud lo que nesecito, es tan solo el amor de tu hechizo.
Calma ni tranquilidad deseo, quiero solo tu amor alborotado e intenso.
Juega conmigo si quieres, pero no me abandones como cualquier chiquillo a su juguete.

Saca de mi toda pena e inyectame con tu alegria, dame motivos para sequir anhelando no estar solo y quieto ni suspurirando. Haz conmigo lo que te plazca y dejame libre solo para encontrarte de nuevo. He de luchar contra todo obstaculo buscando en la victoria una gota de tu agradecimiento.

Y si una lagrima algunas derramaras, dejame humildemente ser tu pañuelo. Hay heridas que nos desangran y hoy te digo que me desangro por falta de tu presencia. En realidad no quiero hacer ruido y despertarte, pero esta angustia me tiene a gritos.

Escucha mientras duermes mi dulcinea, estoy aqui para adorarte y protejerte.
Que me calle dice la gente! Y yo sin escuchar sigo al grito. Si al despertar sientes que en tu sueño fuiste amada, en realidad no fue sueño mi adorada, fue tan solo la voz de este quijote que por ti se desangra!
-Franklin Peña-

Mujer, diosa de mi universo!

Mujer dame tu amor, llename de vida, intoxicame, besame, tocame
al deznudo siente y vive en mi todos los sueños que no lograstes,
pero que ahora se hacen realidad a traves de este amor puro y lleno
de pasion.

Mirame a los ojos y entregame tu alma, vive conmigo, siente
mis latidos que sin pena alguna gritan tu nombre mientras yo te llamo
con mi pensamiento y te hago mia hoy, mañana y siempre.

Mujer, que haces? que no estas conmigo!
-Franklin Peña-

An angel in disguise!

Her voice like a melody, her skin like petals from a rose.
I find myself lost in thought. Could it be real, is she
tangible in flesh and bone?

My mind lucid, with the vision of a deity, a supreme being
intoxicating my senses. Is she palpable?, is it possible?,
could I be dreaming or hypnotized by a subtle power undetected?

At last I see, finally it makes sense, at last I understand.
What seems to be a vision is very much real, but a rarity nonetheless.

Once in a lifetime encounter with a true gemstone soul, a being
above all else. I find and discover her truthful nature and conclude
that indeed she is tangible, palpable and real for she is no other
than an angel in disguise!
-Franklin Peña-

Goddess in my sight!

Today I ask for light, to have sight beyond sight,
Today I want love to heal a broken heart.
Now I ask you, would you let me look into your eyes.
Now I beg of you, pour yourself into my heart.

Come take my soul, let it not wander in vain, come join me in
this quest, let us be as one. If you ever doubt the love,
let it be through no fault of mine.

Whatever you ask of me, that I ask of God,
how else can I fulfill the needs and wants
of a mighty Goddess hiding in plain sight.
-Franklin Peña-

Shattered Heart!

Oh my Goddess, my deity.
I suffer and linger without the
comfort of my true love.

No mortal being shall have a shattered
heart broken in more pieces than mine.

Bestow upon me one of your kisses
to infuse me with eternal life.

Take me out of agony and bring me
back to life, revive me now with
a touch of your lips upon mine.

Carry me into heaven, to live
among Gods, for I know no mere
mortal will ever share your heart.
-Franklin Peña-

The ultimate machine!

The sound echoes inside your mind, like a background to your thoughts,
Pulses and palpitations, never silent, never at rest. The ultimate machine
that keeps on going, trusted, efficient, and self paced.

One day like any other, taken randomly from the calendar, the machine will
fail, degradation will reach the point where it claims years of hard work
and perseverance.

As the machine fades, something remains and prevails,
it is the end result of the machine's intention, while its function was
to maintain life, its meaning was to love.

As the heart fails, the body dies, the love remains, and therefore the
memory carry us through the end of times.
-Franklin Peña-

Chaotic Thoughts!

The wrath unfolds to take destroy and vanish everything on its path as the misguided soul is ripped open and apart by the fucking world that brought it to life. These chaotic thoughts are but a reflection of a mind twisted by the cruel reality of a world that favors evil over good, blocking the clarity and objectiveness of good intentions.

Forcing ways left forgotten by a path of righteousness, with true intent and quick determination. What, who, is to blame? Our own destructive selfish greedy nature bestows upon us our own cursed and devious fate. No way out, just the open door of an enclosed jail to hold us captive and slaves of a system that favors evil over good. What is the fucking problem with this picture? Well the fact that the true purpose of the system is to have us imprisoned in an obscure cell of lies and deceptions, no free will unless it favors evil.

Torture comes to those in the path of goodness and self respect where integrity rules and honor reigns. Behold ours leaders for they lead us not into salvation, instead they guide us to a certain doom. No hope or inspiration, just the cruel hard obvious reality of a world turned against its own. Fear not the enemy but the disguise of a friend within that instill salvation. Saved you will be not, redemption denied and mercy out of the question. To obey or to perish in the journey to a promised heaven that is far more like hell than the garden of eden that has long been promised.

Attention I pay not to the path ahead of broken promises and false pretentions. I seek not salvation, exhaltation nor reward for I will prevail among the vile creatures that readily offer daily temptations. There is no going back, but a one way trip to my own redemption. Teachers, mentors and masters created by the system that seeks our own destruction. Am I to believe that it is for my own good, or am I simply going to realize that it is all an act of deception, confussion and disorientation to keep me from my true heading and on course to that which is unveiled, pure, sacred and untouched, in fact the very representation of what was once promised, but long forgotten.

It lives as an insaciable desire, and a real subconcious intent that will carry me through the very perils that disguised themselves under the mantle of fake innocense and truthful lies. A slave I am no more. A soldier of fortune perhaps, one at peace with his own soul for at least my own convictions remain sincere and unaltered by the evil that for the moment seems to prevail. In time these chaotic thoughts will have true manifestation and they will succeed indeed. Fear not for you are closer to the origin of true salvation.
-Franklin Peña-

Heroes and Villains!

The Joker threatens the city of Gotham!
Spiderman enjoys boys night out!
Lex Luthor attacks Metropolis!
Superman reported to be on vacation!
Aquaman developing skin problem due to water allergy!