If I will and if I may…!

So many thoughts going at once, if I say what I think and show what I want the judgment comes quickly and harsh, but if I don’t the encouragement is right at hand. Hypocrites whose fake intentions are only urged by the wish to see me fall.

To catch me if I fall and to listen when I speak they promise, when I know that crashing surely awaits me and that they will doubt my every idea and fight each of my thoughts. Friendly they seem, and yet they will attack and destroy me with no mercy for they see me as the weak when I know I am just being outspoken, honest, sincere and humble.

Thanks they say while striking a spear on my back. Good luck my friend I loudly hear and a whisper crying I hope you fail. Clean and untainted I remain for I shall not change my ways. True and sincere I speak my words for they carry the meaning of my thoughts and the intentions of my heart. Passionate I am for it gives me the motivation to pursue that which I seek. Even in darkness I shall have light, it comes from within and the conviction of being right.

Listen if you may and do as desired, but stay out of my way and keep your lies, deceits, tricks, diversions, illusions and denials away for I will not care. Unchanged and determined I will remain against the ignorance of the hypocrites.
-Franklin Peña-

She is an angel walking the earth...

I listen to her voice in ecstasy, my mind spinning, thoughts bursting, and emotions uncontrolled. Euphoric and mesmerized as her joyful giggle takes me far into an alternate reality that I only wish to be consumed by. I pray and I beg to the forces unknown to give me the power to live this memory in an eternal instance of pure joy.

An angel, a deity that makes me question my awaken state. Sure is not a dream for I know she is real despite the wicked ways of the world I know she is true and tangible and so I dream a dream to stay awake and never falter in her eyes or away from her. I found a miracle, a rarity, most precious than gold. I mean to keep it without disturbing free will. If so fortunate I am to be, then so be it for I have suffered long enough and it might be the time to be rewarded from high above.

I shall not argue nor complain, agree or be complaisant with a gift I don’t deserve. To earn her trust will be my mission, to make her happy my true reward. It is my purpose to acknowledge wisdom and pursue the path which will reveal me her very soul. In harmony we will walk and the world shall once again experience true love.
-Franklin Peña-

My Ruby

As I see the sparkling auburn red hair I start dreaming of all that could be, the possibilities and adventures of a brand new world of happiness and harmony.

The tranquility of mind, body and soul all as one. Her eyes true and innocent, revealing love and peace. Her immaculate body soft and tender that brings such exhilarating sensations full of joy. Her hands provide the amazing feeling of angel like presence.

To think that I have been in her presence and blessed with her companionship is being in a state of ecstasy, so immersed in pure joy and peace. To her for the happiness ahead and the love to share. Speechless at her presence...
-Franklin Peña-

The chaotic rebel!

Tonight the rebel seek chaos, soothing music and a comfortable crowd to immerse himself in a lost world of vivid moments and exotic places. Redemption I seek not, forgiveness maybe for the things left undone out of unawareness and lack of confirmation.
-Franklin Peña-

In Whitney's Eyes...

Is easy to get lost as her eyes pierce your soul and make you wander of the things beyond. The clear picture of an angel coming from above, to rescue you from within... for they will guide you through the darkness and show you light that comforts your feelings and emotions.

Indescribable urgency to search the inner you and rid yourself of all that is not pure. To cleanse yourself from mundane thoughts and let the divine shine from within. To acknowledge what's real and forget the innocuous thoughts of illusion and vanity. To make you want to be better and resign all that is vane and absurd.

They bring tranquility to mind and soul and dig deep into your inner self looking for that which once was lost. The language itself is not vast enough to describe such a feeling of perfection and pure joy. In Whitney's eyes I found the lost treasure of innocence now reborn.

Let her eyes be blessed for all eternity, within them we find the answer to our own existence and the comfort and rejoice of that which makes us who we are. They bring back the essence of what it means to be human and for that we can only be grateful forever more.
-Franklin Peña-

Women are like roses...

They have to be acknowledged, smelled and gently taken care of...
-Franklin Peña-

Diamonds or Stones?...

People will believe what they will, but they will also ignore the obvious truth that's right in fromt of their eyes. There is an abundance of ordinary men and women and once in a while you come across one that is very special and treat them like they are above and beyond and until they do the least expected, their ordinary behavior comes out not only to dissapoint you, but also to disrupt your entire conception of what you thought they were and leave you clueless as to believe if there is any point in keeping on trying.

So be done and forget it. Not worth the time and effort. Go back to the roots and ignore the illusions created by the hope of finding something better. Do as you will and find that which as always right in front of you, just don't be specting that any regular piece of coal has a diamond at its core. The chances are slim to none...as for me, my search for diamonds is over, it is after all another ordinary rock.
-Franklin Peña-