So many thoughts going at once, if I say what I think and show what I want the judgment comes quickly and harsh, but if I don’t the encouragement is right at hand. Hypocrites whose fake intentions are only urged by the wish to see me fall.
To catch me if I fall and to listen when I speak they promise, when I know that crashing surely awaits me and that they will doubt my every idea and fight each of my thoughts. Friendly they seem, and yet they will attack and destroy me with no mercy for they see me as the weak when I know I am just being outspoken, honest, sincere and humble.
Thanks they say while striking a spear on my back. Good luck my friend I loudly hear and a whisper crying I hope you fail. Clean and untainted I remain for I shall not change my ways. True and sincere I speak my words for they carry the meaning of my thoughts and the intentions of my heart. Passionate I am for it gives me the motivation to pursue that which I seek. Even in darkness I shall have light, it comes from within and the conviction of being right.
Listen if you may and do as desired, but stay out of my way and keep your lies, deceits, tricks, diversions, illusions and denials away for I will not care. Unchanged and determined I will remain against the ignorance of the hypocrites.
-Franklin Peña-
