If I will and if I may…!

So many thoughts going at once, if I say what I think and show what I want the judgment comes quickly and harsh, but if I don’t the encouragement is right at hand. Hypocrites whose fake intentions are only urged by the wish to see me fall.

To catch me if I fall and to listen when I speak they promise, when I know that crashing surely awaits me and that they will doubt my every idea and fight each of my thoughts. Friendly they seem, and yet they will attack and destroy me with no mercy for they see me as the weak when I know I am just being outspoken, honest, sincere and humble.

Thanks they say while striking a spear on my back. Good luck my friend I loudly hear and a whisper crying I hope you fail. Clean and untainted I remain for I shall not change my ways. True and sincere I speak my words for they carry the meaning of my thoughts and the intentions of my heart. Passionate I am for it gives me the motivation to pursue that which I seek. Even in darkness I shall have light, it comes from within and the conviction of being right.

Listen if you may and do as desired, but stay out of my way and keep your lies, deceits, tricks, diversions, illusions and denials away for I will not care. Unchanged and determined I will remain against the ignorance of the hypocrites.
-Franklin Peña-

She is an angel walking the earth...

I listen to her voice in ecstasy, my mind spinning, thoughts bursting, and emotions uncontrolled. Euphoric and mesmerized as her joyful giggle takes me far into an alternate reality that I only wish to be consumed by. I pray and I beg to the forces unknown to give me the power to live this memory in an eternal instance of pure joy.

An angel, a deity that makes me question my awaken state. Sure is not a dream for I know she is real despite the wicked ways of the world I know she is true and tangible and so I dream a dream to stay awake and never falter in her eyes or away from her. I found a miracle, a rarity, most precious than gold. I mean to keep it without disturbing free will. If so fortunate I am to be, then so be it for I have suffered long enough and it might be the time to be rewarded from high above.

I shall not argue nor complain, agree or be complaisant with a gift I don’t deserve. To earn her trust will be my mission, to make her happy my true reward. It is my purpose to acknowledge wisdom and pursue the path which will reveal me her very soul. In harmony we will walk and the world shall once again experience true love.
-Franklin Peña-